It Is What It Is!

There’s this guy… I’m not even sure if we’re “talking” but he’s pretty much amazing!! He never fails to make me smile. (: he’s super nice, sweet,respectful … Idk he’s just everything I’ve been looking for in a guy! He kinda has this “bad boy” vibe , but he’s super frkn sweet!! He’s just my kind of guy! Haha ohh & get this… He lives like 6 houses from me!! Geeh I wish I met him when I first moved to Guam! Ahhh he just makes me smile… Don’t think I’ve ever felt this way before haha & I bet my bestfriend would totally approve of him too!!! (:

Sometimes I just need to talk to a friend… especially now that I don’t get to talk to my bestfriend. I have this friend that would always call me & ask for advice, yeahh I don’t mind being that friend she can count on. But when I need advice from her, she never seems to care. After I say what is on my mind she’ll go back to talking about her & how much she misses this guy… like wtf!?

I hate when you’re making plans to hangout with a friend… Friend: okayy lets start getting ready & I’ll call you before I leave. Me: okayy…

2 hours later I call to see whats up* Me: so, what!? Are we still going!? Friend: shit dude I just woke up! I’ll start getting ready now. Me: okay hurry! Friend: we’re going to a grad party! Me: alright that’s cool. Friend: Kayy I’ll call you when I leave… Me: okayy.

Another 2 hours later I call back Friend: you still wanna go!? We’re going to Santa fe.
Me: no, its cool. Friend: mannnn, lets go! Me: I’m not dressed to go out, out. Friend: okayy then… maybe next time!

Frkn made me wait 4 hours for her to get ready & I bet if I didn’t call she probably would have burned me. Blehhhh… some friends. Wheres my Coolio when I need him!?

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I sit and wait for his call every dayy!! & the one time I leave my phone down for 10 minutes, he calls & I miss it! I feel soo sick! :’(